a competition of loosing between my hair and my confidence

there was a time, not too long back, when i had hair covering my scalp from front to back. now its going slowly and steadily. leaving my head scanty and my heart so gloomy.
gone are the days, when they used to sway here and there now are the days, when they are just topic for pj's
with every hair that falls apart my poor old confidence digs deeper down into the earth hitting an all time low just because my hair refuses to grow.
what can i do to make myself feel better nothing as i know, can help me in this matter.
perennial as it seem, for me to scream someone please help, to grow back atleast something of which i see missing
as everyone makes more and more fun i ask myself, when is it gonna end? i wish i loose all my hair at once all that is left is a bald head and then, i wish it would be easier to bear all the fun, which everyone does, not knowing how it feels at the other end.
its not something i wished or never did i ask for, i don't feel happy seeing my hair fall on the floor, i wish i could change or alter my genes... to stop all my silly hair from loosing...
few things can't change and are the way they are i can wish for stars but in reality its always too far wish i could put an end to all this. but my hair would fall, and all i can see my stupid confidence going into sub zero degrees

-- dravi

Written On: Wednesday June 6, 2007 - 09:48pm (IST)